Salam...
HMM....fuhh....astaghfirullah...
Tak suka nya... I hate this feeling...
Just bcuz of..his hp is with me tonite...I can't sleep...
Its remind me...'trauma' tol la...mongok tol la ku nih...
Eh, knaper perlu ade org ke-3 dlm tiap hubungan..
+ knaper aku msh xdpt forget all the weird + worst memory of mine (but beautiful memory of them)...
Feel like...ahh..im gonna cry...
hmm...aku tak fhm..aku dh buang jauh² sume tu...
Aku tau..perhaps, they still need each other...notin I can do for myself..
keep stress-out and 'trauma' mcm nih...
Yela, sape suh g ngk depa dating dulu..
lgpon, aku org yg last tau psl hbgn tu..even dh lama close with him...
Sometimes, nak slhkan org ke-3 pon, tak boleh...cuz, dia takkan sambut hbgn without offer,...and me myself fr sure..too much, and bad girl to him..either..
ahh...aku syg bangat sih, sama kamu..
but, why those days..happened..
yes, its happened fr reasons...
but...
OMG.., knaper aku nih...
hmm...apa dosa aku smpai aku dpt jln hidup mcm nih...
aku tak pnah amik org punya partner..even pnah undur diri dgn kwn sendiri..
+ reject laki org...
benar kata org tua...
sekali kita buat prinsip..+ salu advice member²...
one day,...kita sendiri akan d uji...
tapi...bg aku, dia terlalu baik..untuk d uji..++..masuk dlm kisah aku..
aku harap..Tuhan ampunkan dosa aku..
aku teringin hidup hepy mcm dulu...
lupakan everything...even her face...+ the road of them...
syg aku jgk pnah ckp...
antara 1 relationship..only two persons itu je yg tau hbgn itu...
cuma aku terkilan ckit...mcm mane dia boleh kata...
aku x giv and take dgn syg aku masa tu...
she even doesn't know..wat hav i done with him..
p.s.: aku pon xtau..ape point aku jot down benda2 nih...tp, yg aku tau...im not hepy now..sleeping with his HP in myroom.... :(
HMM....fuhh....astaghfirullah...
Tak suka nya... I hate this feeling...
Just bcuz of..his hp is with me tonite...I can't sleep...
Its remind me...'trauma' tol la...mongok tol la ku nih...
Eh, knaper perlu ade org ke-3 dlm tiap hubungan..
+ knaper aku msh xdpt forget all the weird + worst memory of mine (but beautiful memory of them)...
Feel like...ahh..im gonna cry...
hmm...aku tak fhm..aku dh buang jauh² sume tu...
Aku tau..perhaps, they still need each other...notin I can do for myself..
keep stress-out and 'trauma' mcm nih...
Yela, sape suh g ngk depa dating dulu..
lgpon, aku org yg last tau psl hbgn tu..even dh lama close with him...
Sometimes, nak slhkan org ke-3 pon, tak boleh...cuz, dia takkan sambut hbgn without offer,...and me myself fr sure..too much, and bad girl to him..either..
ahh...aku syg bangat sih, sama kamu..
but, why those days..happened..
yes, its happened fr reasons...
but...
OMG.., knaper aku nih...
hmm...apa dosa aku smpai aku dpt jln hidup mcm nih...
aku tak pnah amik org punya partner..even pnah undur diri dgn kwn sendiri..
+ reject laki org...
benar kata org tua...
sekali kita buat prinsip..+ salu advice member²...
one day,...kita sendiri akan d uji...
tapi...bg aku, dia terlalu baik..untuk d uji..++..masuk dlm kisah aku..
aku harap..Tuhan ampunkan dosa aku..
aku teringin hidup hepy mcm dulu...
lupakan everything...even her face...+ the road of them...
syg aku jgk pnah ckp...
antara 1 relationship..only two persons itu je yg tau hbgn itu...
cuma aku terkilan ckit...mcm mane dia boleh kata...
aku x giv and take dgn syg aku masa tu...
she even doesn't know..wat hav i done with him..
kata org bercinta..:
'..ur all mylife...and will do wateva u wanted me to do...'
' it's ok..sometimes we make mistake...'
kata org bercouple..:
'..tgkla..kalau ada jodoh...,lgpon...semua tu atas takdir Tuhan..'
'..melayu mudah lemah...lupa..., tiap kesilapan...takkan tak study...'
kata syg aku....:
'..wateva it is...kita usaha ape yg mampu...'
p.s.: aku pon xtau..ape point aku jot down benda2 nih...tp, yg aku tau...im not hepy now..sleeping with his HP in myroom.... :(
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