Sori cuz no gift 4u…I cant afford it…
Hari nih, aku keje mcm bese…tp gaji da tinggal $100++ lg…
Perhaps, it’s d reason am very stress wif myday..even bru laswik dpt gaji…
Of cuz am stress..i cant buy anything 4 him..as wat others can bought 4 him..
Aku betul2 rasa pressure..gaji aku ngam2 dpt utk byr hutang jer..
Hari ni pon aku mkn magee cup…alhamdulillah aku still having a lunch..kan..
Sdey sgt..aku xtau nk ckp ngn saper..don wana mess wif people life..
Actuali, aku xnk jot down dlm blog nih..tp I hav to…nanti tkot over stress..
Tahun nih, aku failed..cant buy anything 4 him…
Laptop tu pon aku kc sempena new yr..n sandal 4 hari raya..
Tapi…besday is his special day…which I bought nothing 4 him…fuhh..
Kadang2 aku terfikir, biarla syg dgn org yg mampu jg dia…
Aku cant afford…really, xtau mcm mane bleh jd mcm nih…
Betul2 ngam2 keje utk byr study loan all and mkn utk g keje jer…
Org dpt gaji, g hepy hr…aku stress ngan debts…
Aku sygkan dia..tp aku xtau mcm mane nk hepykan dia..dgn keadaan aku skang..
Dia pon ade ckp, aku yg penyebab dia plih aku…dan aku penyebab dia berenti keje…
Aku accept sume tu (aku pon tak tau, knape aku accept je watever he says..)…
tp aku tak sanggup tgk dia pon nk kene hidup ssh cuz of me..
Mkn pon x teratur…
Got to go..byk lg closing aku nk buat utk year end nih…
Hope, Allah always blessing me..to be more mature and be patience..amin.
