Merindukanmu

saat aku tertawa di atas semua
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang

selama aku masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu

meski ku tak tau lagi
hatimu ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanya
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu..

p.s.: kenapa bila kita 120% sayangkan someone, there's a risk waiting 4 us..?

Anonymous quotes said:

"True Love is when:
you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you, yet you still love him. It's when he loves another girl, but you still smile and say, "I'm happy for you," when all you really want to do is cry... and cry."

~yet,..different person, different perception, different translation..& for me,..i never fall in love...~

sayang ini membunuhku...

Kau membuat ku berantakan
Kau membuat ku tak karuan
Kau membuat ku tak berdaya
Kau menolakku, acuhkan diriku

Bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
Kusadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan
Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
Lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
Sayang ini membunuhku

Bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
Kusadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan
Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
Lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu

Sayang ini membunuhku
Oo..

next station

pagi2 lagi aku dah g ofis..8.30am dh ade dpan ofis..bow hantar..

lepak dlm kreta, smentara nak tunggu 9.00am...
tetiba boss muncul..may tam pun ade...hehehe..biarla..

takder apenyer pon duk lepak...bow pon dh hbis topic ngn aku..
aku cuma nk ilangkan nervous n sesak jer b4 masuk ofis...

aku naik jgk..wah, byk keje...tak sempat siap..
wife boss pon ade gak..dlm pkul 9.30am dah sampai...
looks like everybody stress-out...
aku biasala...
Tuhan jer tau ape aku rasa..
wife boss ade gak tegur aku psl duit banner tak collect dulu dari agents, b4 order...
hmm...bkn ape..boss plak lain crite..
nk d pendekan crite..aku terlampau emo plak..
dgn rose call mintak call 2 clients, michelle pun sama..
jenny plak mintak address client dia...aku rasa mcm nk meletop..yela..its thursday...

wife boss tetiba kuar jap..
boss g lunch..
aku dgn rasa stress terover...trus g toilet..
waa...nangis tu...teresak2 jugak aku dlm toilet..
sampai gak 5minit..
kalau tak pasal hutang..mayb aku da chow..
tp, itula kelebihan ade hutang..kan..
ape pun terjadi...tetap nk truskan hidup...

rasa nak kol bow..tp ape plak kata dia nanti...
asyik ngadu jer..
nampak sgt lemah..dia suka org kuat...
ldpun, dah ramai yg ngadu masalah pd bow...
untungnye diaorg...tp aku nk buat mcm mane..
time aku da berlalu..
lgpun, aku harus rasional...
jeles gak aku dgr dia take care adik2 dia..
jalan kaki pon ade sms..kol..
paling last aku rasa kami mcm tu..time aku d SP..
bila tgk balik..memang aku jahat..
biarla... aku pun da dpt slow2 acept dia closed dgn adik2 tu...
memang niat dia nak jaga anak melayu...

hari ni keje aku tak habis2 jgk...
smbil dgr radio..buat keje...
dpt gak ilangkan rasa tak menentu tu..
ngeng juak aku tok...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku..
semoga hari esok, lebih baik dari hari ini... amin...

Cinta Mu

nota cinta lama
kujadikan lagu
walau tidak seindah
bisik kata yang kau beri

tetap dalam hati
siang malam menanti
tak jemu aku dibuai kerinduan

Mulakan dengan yang baru..

Motivation..
MOral Of tHE StOry..

aku TeTAp aku..
Tapi, ape Yg aku harus ubah..?
cumA akutak cukuP masa nak BuAt keje LaiN
ParTime inCome..HUh...
mane Aku nak

What is love..for lovers..

Love is a thing shared by two
Love is what you feel for me and you
Love is precious when its shared
Love is danger when its dared

Love wonders and searches for the one
Love plays and just do it for fun
Love lets you hear love songs to emote
Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote

Love makes the world go around
Love makes us happy if the one we love
is finally found
Love turns the world upside down
Love cheers us never with a frown

Love makes you cry
Love sacrifices and says goodbye
Love has its own reason and time
Love can make someone you love "mine"

Love makes a person kiss
Love makes a person miss
Love is experienced by all
Love conquers when you fall

Its just a bit of it…

Love makes..
The one u luv hepyly living the life..
Without tears, without words giv up..
The one u luv cries when u walking in the rain..
The one u luv cares more on u..
The one u luv, can’t see u sad or out of mood..
The one u luv never let u down..never made u down..
The one u luv will keep all memories safely..
The lover lets u go, but cries when u in luv wif others..
The lover dying softly..

~Have faith in Allah, God Bless all the Lovers, giv them spirit all the long everlastiing~

The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause its to much, yea its a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time

It's a joke, no body knows
They've got a ticket to the show
Yea

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show(x2)

That’s just the way life goes.
I got a lot of things on my mind
I hope he knew..
That this has nothing to do with him
Cause I don’t know what to do
I’m gonna miss him..but, i knew..its only me, myself.
I’ve got to get a move on with my life
That’s just the way it has to go.