The Slave Hunters : ChunO

.. The Moon Falls ..

I can't go thou' my heart is crying
I can't even make a clumsy move any more
A flower's scent and a bird's chirpings is an easily disappearing idle dream
The moon saddly cries
The moon even makes a smile saddly like your roughly blurred eyes and like your a withered dream
Wind blows and scatters
Thou' beautiful blossoms of flower falls like stars
My heart still stay there

.. Aku Tak Suka Rasa Ini ..

Salam...

HMM....fuhh....astaghfirullah...

Tak suka nya... I hate this feeling...
Just bcuz of..his hp is with me tonite...I can't sleep...
Its remind me...'trauma' tol la...mongok tol la ku nih...
Eh, knaper perlu ade org ke-3 dlm tiap hubungan..
+ knaper aku msh xdpt forget all the weird + worst memory of mine (but beautiful memory of them)...

Feel like...ahh..im gonna cry...
hmm...aku tak fhm..aku dh buang jauh² sume tu...
Aku tau..perhaps, they still need each other...notin I can do for myself..
keep stress-out and 'trauma' mcm nih...

Yela, sape suh g ngk depa dating dulu..
lgpon, aku org yg last tau psl hbgn tu..even dh lama close with him...
Sometimes, nak slhkan org ke-3 pon, tak boleh...cuz, dia takkan sambut hbgn without offer,...and me myself fr sure..too much, and bad girl to him..either..

ahh...aku syg bangat sih, sama kamu..
but, why those days..happened..
yes, its happened fr reasons...
but...

OMG.., knaper aku nih...
hmm...apa dosa aku smpai aku dpt jln hidup mcm nih...
aku tak pnah amik org punya partner..even pnah undur diri dgn kwn sendiri..
+ reject laki org...

benar kata org tua...
sekali kita buat prinsip..+ salu advice member²...
one day,...kita sendiri akan d uji...
tapi...bg aku, dia terlalu baik..untuk d uji..++..masuk dlm kisah aku..

aku harap..Tuhan ampunkan dosa aku..
aku teringin hidup hepy mcm dulu...
lupakan everything...even her face...+ the road of them...

syg aku jgk pnah ckp...
antara 1 relationship..only two persons itu je yg tau hbgn itu...
cuma aku terkilan ckit...mcm mane dia boleh kata...
aku x giv and take dgn syg aku masa tu...
she even doesn't know..wat hav i done with him..

kata org bercinta..:
'..ur all mylife...and will do wateva u wanted me to do...'
' it's ok..sometimes we make mistake...'

kata org bercouple..:
'..tgkla..kalau ada jodoh...,lgpon...semua tu atas takdir Tuhan..'
'..melayu mudah lemah...lupa..., tiap kesilapan...takkan tak study...'

kata syg aku....:
'..wateva it is...kita usaha ape yg mampu...'

p.s.: aku pon xtau..ape point aku jot down benda2 nih...tp, yg aku tau...im not hepy now..sleeping with his HP in myroom.... :(

.: Tasbih Sebelum Subuh :.

Salam...

On holiday fr a week...fuhh...
rasa males + tired yg xtau dtg dr maner plak nih...hehehe..
yela...d whole week sukat jln with syg...ade jer activity nk d buat..hmm... :) tq so much, syg...
(rasa bahagia + luvly pon ada...acah jer...)

Menanti Cinta

sejak lama aku berdiri
dalam sepinya rongga hati
tak satu pun burung
mampu menjawab

(hanya padaMu ku bertanya)
lewat setiap sujudku ini
siapa kah nanti
cinta untukku

wahai penilai hati lihat batinku
nyaris bernanah karna luka tersayat
merana menantikan cinta dan kasih hidupku

rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu
namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta
tuntun hatiku dalam sabar menanti jodohku

rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu
namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta
namun harus ku ikhlaskan nasib cintaku padaMu

Song by : Krisdayanti (OST of Ketika Cinta Bertasbih)

Tuhan Beri Aku Cinta

Walau aku senyum bukan berarti
Aku selalu bahagia dalam hari
Ada yang tak ada di hati ini
Di jiwa ini hampa

Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku
Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta
Namun ada saja cobaan hidup
Seakan aku hina

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta
Untuk temaniku dalam sepi
Tangkap aku dalam terang-Mu
Biarkanlah aku punya cinta

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta
Aku juga berhak bahagia
Berikan restu dan halal-Mu
Tuhan beri aku cinta

Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku
Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta
Namun ada saja cobaan hidup
Seakan aku hina

Song by : Ayushita

p.s.: cinta pada yang satu paling suci...

Ketika Cinta Bertasbih

Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabdamu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus Hati ini
Ku sandarkan hidup dan matiku padamu

Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku padamu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik resah
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit

Ketika cinta bertasbih nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud syukur padamu atas segala cinta

- sapela...my Mr Right..?..

p.s.: sometimes, it's worth to remember those path, its the only way to make us happy..and lovely..loved :))

Filem - Ketika Cinta Bertasbih

Salam...

Hmm...logging with the internet...nothing to do, mysis insists me to watch Indonesian Movie..."Ketika Cinta Berasbih I & II" online..

I watched it the whole night..interesting for those who still believe there's someone out there is really meant for us..."love.." and Allah has the reasons to give us ways of life whish is great and less happy for us...

Hmm...sometimes, it's worth for us to watch such of movie, different man, different way of life...different happiness given...

The most important things, obligations towards religion, ourself and for sure family....and love ones...

'Love' can changes: Sad to Happy, Evil to Angel, Lazy to Hardwork, Etc...
'Love' given by Him...appreciate it, cuz, for Muslim..hurt somebody is 'haram' (prohibited)...
and happy for others sadness also 'haram'..

Hmm...whatever it is...
I'm still happy with mylife, and others whose living with love...
and, perhaps, one day...everyone will cherish with love...no matter whose love it is...
Allah, friends, family or life partner....it's will brings happiness in life..

Ok, that's myviews after I watched the movie,...it's very interesting and touching..

The film was directed by Indonesian;
Director : Chaerul Umam
Based on Novel of : Habiburrahman El Shirazy

Official website is: http://filmketikacintabertasbih.com/